A collection of rants, mostly about relationships and my various emotional problems

4/8/2007 - There are good things.
3/29/2007 - Sometimes I hate myself.
12/26/2006 - interviews
11/22/2006 - interesting
8/12/2006 - I'll play your game.
7/3/2006 - not important
6/5/2006 - I'm not even sad.
4/30/2006 - Best Valentine's Day Ever.
2/26/2006 - Why are the happy posts private? TMI
2/25/2006 - not private, but not happy
2/19/2006 - That's better.
2/18/2006 - Is it so bad?
2/14/2006 - no, really.
2/11/2006 - I'm sorry
1/26/2006 - I am such a girlfriend
1/17/2006 - For reference
1/9/2006 - Had to post because it's still so weird
12/28/2005 - crossposted everywhere, it's that important
12/17/2005 - warning- Sean angst herein
12/4/2005 - BAD
12/2/2005 - Did I ever tell you...
11/30/2005 - what, free time?
11/26/2005 - and it continues
11/23/2005 - That's two now, or is it three?
11/20/2005 - That's what you get when I'm alone.
11/14/2005 - Dangerous, dangerous.
11/10/2005 - It's bondage (not the good kind).
11/5/2005 - I've never been good at this
10/31/2005 - Not the best.
10/27/2005 - Don't eat the apple, wait until it's ripe!
10/26/2005 - An unsent love letter
10/24/2005 - thoughts
10/24/2005 - I love having anxiety dreams.
10/23/2005 - but it hasn't been a week!
10/20/2005 - Relationship update
10/17/2005 - Wisdom from a Dove chocolate wrapper
10/11/2005 - It always comes down to three.
10/11/2005 - TRAITOR!
10/9/2005 - Don't push the big red button!
10/9/2005 - slightly less stress= happy kitty
10/8/2005 - Relationship update: I still have a boyfriend.
10/6/2005 - I'm actually starting to feel guilt
10/5/2005 - And this is why I struggle
10/5/2005 - long distance sucks.
10/4/2005 - not better at all
10/3/2005 - Well I feel vaguely depressed
10/2/2005 - No!
10/2/2005 - I am so proud of myself!
9/30/2005 - I'm a really bad girlfriend.
9/29/2005 - Why not to feel bad
9/29/2005 - Which is worse, action or inaction?
9/29/2005 - Be careful what you wish for.
9/28/2005 - I WANT TO KISS HIM!
9/27/2005 - Short, sweet, and to the point. Just like cancer.
9/24/2005 - I'm a horrible, horrible person.
9/24/2005 - I'm no fucking Juliet
9/22/2005 - Blegh.
9/21/2005 - What the fuck is wrong with you?
9/18/2005 - This is hard
9/17/2005 - Yeah, I didn't get much rest.
9/15/2005 - I wonder how obvious it is
9/14/2005 - oh for fuck's sake
9/12/2005 - another late night rant.
9/10/2005 - Suck it up, and distract yourself.
9/8/2005 - Bad Kitty!
9/6/2005 - NO!
9/4/2005 - How can I miss you if you won't leave?
8/29/2005 - On pornography
8/28/2005 - If you love me, leave me alone!
8/21/2005 - Well, that's that.
8/19/2005 - what to do?
8/15/2005 - YOU IDIOT!
8/14/2005 - yay rants!
8/13/2005 - My mind works in funny ways.
7/31/2005 - what a crap weekend
7/29/2005 - I love my boobs!
7/27/2005 - I'm still a movie star!
7/24/2005 - I can't believe this
7/21/2005 - Oh fuck it.
7/19/2005 - way too much information
7/18/2005 - Title? No!
7/15/2005 - Again, how fun.
7/15/2005 - This just in
7/12/2005 - Jealousy
7/11/2005 - Didn't see that one coming, either.
7/10/2005 - I'm wearing a pretty dress!
7/6/2005 - Dear lord!
7/3/2005 - Also
7/3/2005 - Well, what can you do
7/1/2005 - That feels better.
6/29/2005 - I'm hopeless
6/28/2005 - FUCK YOU TOO!
6/27/2005 - holy fuck that's a long-ass rant
6/26/2005 - Probably for the best.
6/26/2005 - I guess it wasn't too bad.
6/25/2005 - No more being ruled by a calendar
6/24/2005 - How can I be with him without being WITH him?
6/22/2005 - we all knew this wasn't over
6/21/2005 - At least I'm not complaining about Sean.
6/20/2005 - More thoughts on all this
6/19/2005 - I know you're all sick of this.
6/19/2005 - I am a horrible, horrible person
6/15/2005 - blergh
6/14/2005 - Where is all the real food?
6/13/2005 - Where is my conviction?
6/13/2005 - thoughts from Connor
6/11/2005 - titles are stuff.
6/9/2005 - Eros, I stab you!
6/9/2005 - feeling icky isn't fun
6/8/2005 - Oh for fuck's sake
6/7/2005 - Happy Birthday Kitty!
6/6/2005 - 5 hours
6/5/2005 - no motivation
6/4/2005 - Least complicated my ASS!
6/3/2005 - good, or bad?
6/3/2005 - jobs are good, cars are not.
6/2/2005 - I think this was all apparant.
6/2/2005 - private?!?
6/1/2005 - Whatever
5/31/2005 - The first of many rants