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A collection of rants, mostly about relationships and my various emotional problems
Not the best. October 31, 2005 - 16:01:30
I don't know if I can feel. It could be that I'm too afraid to feel anything, or that I've buried it down inside myself for too long, but thinking about things doesn't get to me so much. I know I should be sad. I should be fucking distraught. I know how I get when I realize that I'm not with Sean, and this is so not it. All I can do at the moment is know that I should be sad right now, and instead get some general bit of apathy about it. Whenever anything about Sean pops into my head my brain just sort of shuts off, and doesn't do anything anymore. Not the best situation to have. I'm guessing I'll have a couple more breakdowns like the one on Thursday, and I have no idea when they'll appear. - Kitty |
