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A collection of rants, mostly about relationships and my various emotional problems
I know you're all sick of this. June 19, 2005 - 19:46:22
I was going to make an entry about the last few days that I've neglected to post all my thoughts and feelings, but no. I'll just have to let whatever I've done fade away in memory, because I can't be bothered anymore, because I have other things on my mind now. Tomorrow will make a week since I last talked to Sean. Previously he said that he wanted me to call him once a week, and I don't know if he still feels that way. I decided I will not initiate contact for a while, because I can't do that to myself. If he calls or emails, I will respond, but it would hurt too much to call him. Whatever my actions were over the weekend, I still feel empty without him. I try to tell myself that this is all for the best, that it's not the right time to date anyone, but I miss being with him. If this is such the right thing to do, why am I still just as broken as 2 1/2 months ago? - Kitty
All we can really do is say 'give it time,' and 'we'll support you' and 'stay away from sharp knives.'
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