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A collection of rants, mostly about relationships and my various emotional problems
TRAITOR! October 11, 2005 - 23:40:04
I feel like I'm betraying Sean. For the last four days in a row, Brian and I have taken a nap together. Nothing but sleep happened, of course, but it just so happens to be a big coincidence that Sean's making a big deal lately about how certain things need to be reserved for him, and him alone. One of these things is "huggly snuggly", which is basically what we call spooning, or sleeping all cuddled together. My problem is that I don't want to stop napping with Brian, because I like it. I don't know if I'm imaginging it or not, but it seems that we've been more productive after taking a nap than we usually are. We spend the same amount of time together, it's just that part of the time is spent in sleep, and the actual homework goes more quickly. It's entirely possible that I'm imagining it all, and there is no real correlation, and I'm making excuses. The fact remains that I'm a horrible, horrible person, and I won't stop in spite of the fact that I know I should. - Kitty |
