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A collection of rants, mostly about relationships and my various emotional problems
Well I feel vaguely depressed October 3, 2005 - 22:56:43
When Sean called tonight I was all set to continue our "debate" that started last night. Alas, that wasn't to be. He's all sick with a cold (because he doesn't fucking take care of himself) and at work, and sad and stuff. He was also worried that it would turn into an argument, which was what I thought too (but with quite less worry). I didn't even have the heart to tell him he's not going to go to my cabin party. So nothing got solved, and I'm not mad at him, but I'm still annoyed because he makes me feel not as happy as I should. One thing I realized tonight was that I barely said "I love you" or the phrases that mean that at all. Usually I just say it after every other sentence, as something to say, and tonight I just stayed silent. I said it at the end, but I just feel empty all over. I don't like this game at all. - Kitty |
