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A collection of rants, mostly about relationships and my various emotional problems
No! October 2, 2005 - 21:29:17
Apparantly Sean might get the next show off, and so will be able to come to WI the third weekend in October. This is bad. I don't want him at my cabin party, I just don't. Even if I didn't get annoyed with him after long periods of time, he would screw up the group dynamic way too much. I don't like bringing him around my friends because he embarasses me, and I just feel like I can't be myself when he's there. I just know that if Sean's there I won't have any fun at all because he'll cling to my side all night and never let me socialize with anyone else. If I do manage to escape for five minutes he'll pout about how I'm not paying attention to him. No. I refuse. I just need to think of a reason I can give him as to why I don't want him there. On another note, he's way too fucking posessive. He has serious issues with anyone but him touching my breasts or butt, and wants me to not let anyone do so. This means that I have to make Erika stay away from me just because it makes Sean uncomfortable. I can imagine her coming up to me and trying to grope me, and I'm supposed to actually force her away. Well, fuck that. It's my fucking body, and I can do what I want with it. Me and Erika groping each other just says that we're comfortable with each other. It fucking pisses me off that Sean expects me to get rid of basically the only source of affection I get nowadays. I'm sure he wouldn't like me being normally affectionate with guys like Kyle and Brian, either. Again I say, fuck that. I really don't know what to do when he says that he's stifling me, because he is. I just don't know. At least after that he asked me if there was anything he did that bothered me a lot. Nice leadin for me to say he needs to stop with the quoting and examples from comics and movies and everything. Somehow, it didn't work though. I don't think anything got resolved of that, and there really isn't anything I can do. He keeps saying that he's stifling me and I'd be better off without him, and one of these times I'm going to agree with him. - Kitty
Note: despite popular belief that our show of affection is not to merely tease men - it is a show of affection.
It kind of confuses me a little because we're just being girly and Trae doesn't seem to get off on it...
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