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A collection of rants, mostly about relationships and my various emotional problems
not important July 3, 2006 - 17:41:24
I'm realizing that I haven't updated this regularly since February. Even then, it was mostly private posts. I seem to be able to update my livejournal regularly, but those entries don't really have anything of substance. Really, the only time that this journal seemed to have purpose was when I was getting over Sean and ranting about how much I liked Brian, which was a secret but everyone knew it anyway. So, in the light of this fact, here goes: It still hurts sometimes, and will likely never stop. Most of the time I don't even remember why I dated him. I'm glad we're not together anymore, but I will always feel like a huge bitch for how it ended. And of course this is just repeating what I've already said a billion times here and other places. Brian is wonderful, but I put too much on him. I don't really know how exactly we ended up dating, and I don't know why it didn't happen sooner. Of course that never happens. I would say something else, but this is definately not the place for that. - Kitty |
