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nobrand weekend April 22, 2008 - 16:52:36
sadly, another year has come and gone. its depressing, well because its a hella good time, and it reminds me how old i am and that im getting older. ick.

i will probably post some sort of recap of my weekend when i have more time.

- pinky
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its been a while. October 1, 2006 - 16:24:49
i am back from my rather long break from the internet universe. what have i been up to? a bit. anime iowa, work, a wedding and a funural, and affairs of romance.... or lack of. its been hectic and way too stressful for my taste. things are starting to get to me.
- pinky
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1337 bronchitis fun May 24, 2006 - 22:06:53
  i was house/pet sitting since monday, so i had access to a nice computer. one actualy capable of downloading music, and burning cds! so i bought some blank discs, and decided to burn the two 1337 band albums available. i couldnt stop laughing. for some reason though, now everything i hear sounds like something that could be a song of theirs. for instance, i was talking to becca (yes, we started talking again) and everything she said sounded like a song of theirs. weird.

im also under the assumption now that my "cold" that ive had since two saturdays ago, is actualy bronchitis. im not a doctor of course, but i do have some medical knowledge. and im going with bronchitis. coughing sucks. maybe i should quit smoking. i doubt i could, i dont have that kind of willpower.

- pinky
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May 22, 2006 - 8:53:18
im at work, and no one has checked out yet. so im incredibly bored. wait... one has checked out!!! off to work!
- pinky
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May 20, 2006 - 1:32:13
ahhh another lovely day, wheather wise. i finaly got some planting done! i went flower shopping yesterday and today. i got some new pots. just plain old clay ones, and started painting them yesterday. i wanted to do something elaborate with them... but i just didnt have the selection of paint i needed and felt too cheap to buy some more just for that. i did finish them today though, and got all of my lavender done, along with some cosmos. i still have to find something more for the front though.

ive been sick for about a week now, and was going down to kwik trip for some vitamin c tablets, and saw my neighbors outside planting their gardens also! these people have flowers upon flowers going all the way around their house, and the outside of their property plus an extensive backyard garden. they always have something gorgeous, and i look forward to seeing what they plant each year. so i was happy to see them outside starting!

anyways, two people just quit at work today. one front dest (the assistant manager actualy) and one weekend housekeeper... the best one we have. what does that mean for me? OVERTIME! with graduation coming up, and a full house for a couple of weekends in june... ill be lucky if i get one day off each week.x.x

i complain too much dont i?

- pinky
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May 16, 2006 - 20:34:17
im finaly feeling better! ive been out sick since saturday, and had to miss two valuable days of work. but im better now, and its on a nice day! i still have a bit of a cough, but its not bad.

im happy i got outside for a while though. i just got the lawn mowed, and got the little gardens and planters and stuff ready to plant some flowers.  i want to plant some lavender and chamomile for my own tea this year. i think that will be good. some meadow sage to. i dont know what types of flowers i want though. ill have to see whats available around town. i love planting flowers!

- pinky
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May 12, 2006 - 21:14:30
ive been thinking a lot lately and talking to some about this, well ive always thought about it since i last went to college. ive been thinking about going back. or at least trying to go back. but i have to be prepared. im on restrictions now. id have to pay for the first six credits, and if i get a B or better in those credits, i would be restored to the full amount of government assistance that i would ordinarily be entitled to. so i would have to save up for that to start off with. im really unsure about myself though... i mean, the first time i went it was for the wrong reason. i didnt find something i liked and could imagine myself doing for the rest of my life. it wouldve been a great career though. really great. i still cant believe i screwed it all up for myself. but i didnt like it. i know i shouldnt let this type of stuff get me down, but its difficult sometimes. normaly id say, well its just another step to where i want to end up. god knows where im at now isnt very supportive. i just pray that i can afford to go back, and when i do to find something that i wont get bored with after a few months. maybe i should go back on add medication. i think id need some help from that. i just dont want to end up moving from job to job and project to project anymore. its frustrating. im still paying off medical bills from the last time i went to the er though (and that was four months ago!) and it was only for a 10 pill prescription and a quick talk with the doctor that was working. i wouldnt let them do any physicals or a rape kit or anything, simply because i couldnt afford it. and it still cost me an arm and a leg. i just dont want to stay where im at. isnt the whole point of life to move forward? unless youre the doctor. then you can go backwards, forwards, and wherever you want in time. if only.
- pinky
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something thats been bothering me. May 7, 2006 - 23:42:38
i got a pm a few days ago from someone (not on here). in the pm, this person asked if i meant it when i said that i loved him a few weekends ago when i saw him. i doubt hes lieing or anything about me saying something. but, im just not the type of person to say those words unless i really REALLY mean them.  its been bugging me ever since i got the pm. i dont really know how to responds. i have no recolection of saying that to him, or anyone for that matter (except to a few close girl friends). but then again, it was a hectic weekend. i really think i would have remembered saying that.

it doesnt really matter to me whether i meant it or not, because i know i did not mean it. its just the fact that i cant remember saying it to him thats bothering me. i cant think of anything that would make me say that. i wasnt drinking at all that night, and the only drug i do is smoking. it just isnt making sense to me.  

- pinky
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a new blog! May 5, 2006 - 0:44:38
yay a new blog! i dont really go on livejournal anymore, and myspace only once in a while... ill make an effort to write here though, although i am very committed to my pen and paper journal thats also in front of me. its nice to be here though!

so to catch up for the past month or so....

nobrandcon=awesome!! what else?

trying to move to eau claire area (in with jasmine)

tyler cut his hair... that one doesnt have to do with me at all, but he just showed me and told me tonight and im still freaking out.

becca= i think she may be mad at me, but not confirmed

and many other not so public needs to know issues....

til next time

pinky

and p.s. i was just wondering to trae if he reads this at all... how did you know my real name at the con?? just wondering, it was weird, not too many people call me by my actual name anymore. weird.

- pinky
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