something thats been bothering me. :: eyes without a face

something thats been bothering me. May 7, 2006 - 22:42:38

i got a pm a few days ago from someone (not on here). in the pm, this person asked if i meant it when i said that i loved him a few weekends ago when i saw him. i doubt hes lieing or anything about me saying something. but, im just not the type of person to say those words unless i really REALLY mean them. its been bugging me ever since i got the pm. i dont really know how to responds. i have no recolection of saying that to him, or anyone for that matter (except to a few close girl friends). but then again, it was a hectic weekend. i really think i would have remembered saying that.

it doesnt really matter to me whether i meant it or not, because i know i did not mean it. its just the fact that i cant remember saying it to him thats bothering me. i cant think of anything that would make me say that. i wasnt drinking at all that night, and the only drug i do is smoking. it just isnt making sense to me.
- pinky

I don't say those words anymore because they always are taken forgranted.. Nor do I have anyone special in my life to say those words to..

If you want someone to talk to about it, I'm here to listen.