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rawr. April 22, 2008 - 16:22:49
NoBrand was fun and I'm still a raging faggot.

Sorry girls =/
- Yushadonga
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Confessions. February 10, 2007 - 10:36:05
 1. I absolutely hate the majority of people on my Myspace friends.
2. I hate everyone from Memorial except the people I see on a daily basis.
3. These people are: Kinsey, Sami, Spina, Corey, Victor, Julie, Kaya, Forest, Taylr, Aggie (and her friends, Katie, Christopher, and maybe Kris.
4. I don't want to date Taylr at all. He's not right for me, I just don't know how to tell him.
5. The reason I hate all of my old friends is that the bastards had my number the first time I left school and none of them ever called. Fuck them, and if you're one of them, fuck you.
6. I am a geek in the social closet.
7. At first I didn't want to go to NoBrand Con, but now I think I saved my own life by going.
8. My dad knows I'm gay, he just doesn't want to admit it, and he doesn't want to yell at me.
9. My mom is a selfish jerk and I don't like her most of the time.
10. The only reason I act clingy sometimes is that I don't want to go home.
11. My sister thinks that I like her new boyfriend. I am starting to, but if it hadn't been for his son, JT, I never would have given him a thought.
12. I am terrified of leaving home.
13. I am afraid of rejection.
14. I am pretty liberal, I just think being Conservative is more funny, so I use it as a comedy act.
15. I also use racial humor on a daily basis.
16. I promise I'm not racist, baised, or anything. Some things though are just too damn funny not to laugh at them. And if you can't laugh at them yourself, you need to either grow some balls, or think of something funny to say.
17. I am writing the Dark Side Compendium. I think I'm doing so because I think it's something my new personality would do.
18. I'm afraid I'm going to turn people evil, and I don't want other people going to a Moral Hell because of something I said or did.
19. I hate, hate, hate, hate my grandma. I wish she would just go away so my mom would talk about something else. I will not be sad when she passes on to the great black nothing.
20. I once wrote an episode of Nip/Tuck and I wanted to submit it.
21. I burned it the next day because I didn't think it was good enough for anyone.
22. I am a pyromaniac and I am damn happy to be one.
23. My mother tried to kill herself and she left the note in the notebook I am writing my story in. I have not written in it since, and she hasn't apologized.
24. I cry when certain music is played.
25. I cry during some Disney movies, because they are either very sad or very happy.
26. I can be one of the most hateful, spiteful, mean people on the planet, and in the next instance be one of the most thoughtful, pleasant people in the world.
27. I have a complex with World of Warcraft. I play too much, but I can't seem to get anywhere and I think my guild hates me.
28. I am generally a good, outstanding person.
29. But I can be a real bitch when the mood hits me.
30. I am afraid that I won't find what I'm looking for, and my plans for my future will be destroyed.
31. I'm not afraid of heights, bugs, or spiders.
32. What I am afraid of is: Weight Gain, Germs, Dirtiness and grime, and small spaces filled with junk.
33. My parents don't clean, it is all me, and when I don't do something they ask me to, I get told I don't do anything and that I'm a waste of time and effort.
34. I am happy right now and no I do not feel alone, because I know that I have people that care about me, even if they live miles away.
- Yushadonga
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oh em gee, Karma Challenge! September 8, 2006 - 15:56:15


Sorry, my phone was kind of being a jerk to me today.  It says:

 

"TRHonline.com, Not just for rabbits/horny teenagers.....anymore..."
- Yushadonga
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My Full Con Report! April 30, 2006 - 0:59:20
I decided I would write a complete and concise report of last weekend, because now I'm in full withdrawal mode.

Okay so, it all started last Wednesday, when Heather, Val, Megan and I went on OPERATION: VINNKSPORTATION.

-It was awesome seeing Vinnk again, and actually meeting Peso was really cool too, although, he and Neil were a little cold, I think that was mostly because they were worried for the well being of Vinnk, who had just endured a fifteen (or so) hour flight, and the Jetlag was probably killing him, so no hard feelings, of course. Neil made the suggestion of Hooters, and apparantly we only missed them by a few minutes. *smacks self*

Thursday:

-I did my crazy baking-bonanza and managed to bake one full batch of chocolate chip cookies, and another two batches of Oatmeal Raisin before my brain exploded, after which I decided to walk down to the hotel room to see if Jasmine and Theresa were there yet, and sure enough, the two had already begun the initial decorating phases. OPERATION: COOKIE was complete.

- I then moved on to finishing the last minute shopping with Heather so I wouldn't feel like I wasn't doing anything more to contribute to the room.

-Also, Thursday night I didn't get any sleep at all, I was way too excited for the Con.

Friday:

- I woke up around six-ish, and began getting ready. I probably had enough energy to move a mountain, but I didn't feel like taking the effort to actually do so, I did however scrounge up my eighty dollars, which was of course supposed to get me through the day, but with the awesomo things that I bought that day, including my Advent Children, my Domo-Kun Celly charm, and my spectacular Tsubasa Figure Set (Thanks Jasmine for pointing it out!), my money was nearly gone.

-As well as waking up way too early, and buying way too much, I managed to find everyone that I had planned to see that day. Holli, Lizzeh, Molly, Chris, Sam, Steve, Thanks for making that day awesome. (As well as my lovely ladies, Miss Hydra, Miss Kira, and Miss Kole)

-Blending in with this day, I also managed to make an ass of myself at the opening ceremonies, and showing true loyalty, dancing when they said DANCE! I was very tempted to say "Dance! Dance the dance of the Forbidden!" But figured Kellin would sue me for copywrite laws, or else just stare me down, but mostly I was afraid of his ultra super MAKE SAM FLINCH attack!

-I stayed up all night Friday, which was good, because I actually sat and watched Hanzo. I think my brain is gone.

Saturday:

- My first trip today was to Tea Ceremony, which I never actually paid for, I totally forgot and now owe Vinnk the money, which I will pay in full the very moment I see him next. Tea Ceremony was a zen-like experience and I loved it. I don't think I've ever attended anything like it, and I'm glad I was part of it.

- Although later in the day, Moogle Hunting actually happened again, which I am totally and absolutely happy with, although I was caught quickly, I don't regret doing anything that I did, however dangerous it might have been. In the end, I was cornered by four people, Isaac, Sempronia, Kisa, and Alba Meira all managed to catch me at the same time. (Again, Vinnk, thank you for sponsoring!)

- I was exceedingly happy to stalk Sam and Chris again this year, BUT, next year is going to be so different.... *obnoxious laughter*

- I don't really remember anything else from Saturday, actually, I know I didn't attend the dance, as I fell asleep around 11ish Saturday Night.

Sunday:

-As the last day of the Con rolled around, I knew from the moment it started that I was going to be absolutely depressed, and I was in a horrible mood all day. (I still regret not shaving, I looked like hell...)

-All in all, it was great seeing everyone, and I loved it. I can't wait for next year when I'm eighteen and can actually do OTHER things.

Rubba dub dub, thanks for the Con. YAY GOD! And I leave you with chants of More then Neil and Fuck that Rice to send you into deep slumber this fortnight.

Nevermind me. I'm still recovering.
- Yushadonga
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News or whatever...Easter and such. April 17, 2006 - 23:51:55
Seriously?? Okay, I'm seventeen, and at my age, it seems (I guess) that Easter was always celebrated by the annual Saturday Evening Easter Vigil, with the candles and everything. (I'm Catholic) But this year, such weird things were/are happening, okay, so instead of baskets, which is odd for us, not doing it, that is...(We did frigging baskets until Kelsey, my sister, left for Iraq last year...)

No church. No Rabbit. No Candy.

Boo.

Although, I did go shopping with Kel last wednesday, and Kelsey did pick up baskets for my dad, mom, and grandma, she then proceeded to pick up 'Woodland Critter' Confectionary treat, (Otherwise known as a chocolate rabbit, only more adorable), and a White Chocolate cross for my grandmother, and, I, not to be outdone, found Easter egg coloring kit, complete with a 'Hope' sticker, and Jesus Saves sticker. I have no problem with Christians, at all, but wow, next year, I want a caramel filled cross! YUM! Jesus saves, but I withdraw sugary goodness!

No Brand Con is in like, four days.

I'm not ready, and I'm really anxious at seeing everyone. I'm scared I don't look right, or I'm going to make an ass of myself, or something.

Tomorrow, I also have to go back to Q2, and I'm NOT looking forward to it, I really hate one of the members a lot, but I really like the heads of the group a lot! They are all very nice and they tolerate my desire to be listened to all the time....

Crap to do:

And tomorrow I have to go to Memorial for some reason, oh yeah, Cecilia invited me to spend lunch with her for a day. Then, Wednesday, I have to go up to Rice Lake to hang out with Val and Megan, then I have to go to the Cities, hang with the Vinnk. Then Thursday, I have to get all of my baking done, Megan (Choco Pocky, one of my better friends, whom I haven't seen in forever) Is coming up for No Brand Con. Then it's the con.

I'm going to be completely spent by next monday.

EDIT: I'm sorry if this AGAIN doesn't make sense, I'm really tired.
- Yushadonga
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Poli-rant! April 7, 2006 - 0:44:17
What on today? Hmm, I think politics! Not even because of the local elections or anything, just in general.

Topic: Politics, Subtopics Civil Liberties, Democracy and Hypocrisy.

Kay, so most people know that I'm a pretty moderate person, I agree with neither and disagree with both, slightly. As well as being indecisive, I also consider myself a democrat. In the loosest sense of the word.

I personally am pro:

-Choice, with the justification that I am not a woman, nor do I have a uterus. It's kind of not my worry.

-Death Penalty. In certain situations. Child killers and other heinous crimes deserve it. You don't kill your kids without some kind of capital punishment.

-Gay Marriage. I'm biased on it. I want to marry the person I love, regardless.

My issue with both sides is that BOTH of them are narrow and dogmatic. You can't be a Democrat and be pro-life. You can't be a Republican and be pro-choice nowadays. There is no comprimise, and that's what Democracy is. Comprimise, one that is voted for by the people, for the people. Why don't people just listen to each other or think about what they personally want? Why do people vote on a party basis.

Another problem I have is when either the Right Wing or the Left Wing says: "Let's be politically correct and not offend anyone." Okay. Right Wingers are going to offend gays ALWAYS, mostly because I have met certain gay people who are simply unwilling to listen to what the right has to say. There are exceptions, but they are few and far between. I know I'm offending someone, but I'm gay, and if you don't like my opinion, you're a hypocrite, mostly because, if you agreed with me about Political Correctness and then disagreed when I offended you. And the Republicans are not the only ones who hate political correctness. It's the Democrats that have bred it, really. The Democrats, in their need to look completely and wholly pure to the world, have crafted themselves into something the opposite. The facts are like this: Gays are going to be stepped on. Minorities are going to be stepped on, and I hate to say it, my sister's Asian, and she's had her fill of racism before. That's the hypocrisy. Sad but true, we as humans can't please everyone, get over it, Humans of the world!

I'm also hyper feminist. Mostly because, like my friend Margaret Cho (She's not really my friend, but only two other celebrities are considered my friends, Sandra Bullock, and Karen O) says, "Everyone should be feminist, because, well, didn't you come out of your mother?"

Then there's the Christian Right. Okay, I have no problem with them, other then to say "WTF?!" Okay, Christianity's most sacred and holy ingredient is kindness shown toward others...So why do they preach about all us gays going to hell? I kind of understand why they would be pro-life, and I don't know why, but I think they think it's murder or something. Oh, and that reminds me, what did President Bush even WIN on in the 2004 election? I say it was gays and choices, personally. Also, what did Kerry have going for him? I mean, honestly, I wanted to sleep through most of the things the man said, people who even did VOTE for Kerry only voted on the ABB scale. The Anybody But Bush theory that has gotten so many Democrats through the last six years.

Sorry if I offended anyone, oh wait, no I'm not. This is America. I can say what I want.

********EDIT: I'm sorry that some of this doesn't make sense, I'm really tired and it's just random things that have been on my mind since yesterday********
- Yushadonga
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You win again, Mr. Disney! Blast! Oh, and rantage! April 2, 2006 - 21:56:28
So I picked up Kingdom Hearts 2 on Wednesday, and I was pleasantly surprised. It is far darker then the original, but that doesn't neccessarily make up for the lack of inventive story-telling. They'll get it right in three.

Now on to real things. Now I know some of you live in the Eau Claire area (see, most) and will also maybe know what's happening to the nice and pleasant atmosphere of the East Side Hill (which I've been living on for 13 years, feel free to stalk me, I'm bored anyway) Anyway, two nights ago, I was enjoying my Boondock Saints that my friend Sarah let me borrow, and all of a sudden, I hear a very loud bang, my mom, who was with me at the time, said that it was probably a gun shot. I'm concerned, and I put it on back burner, and then about five minutes later, another shot was heard. I don't know if I'm personally out of place to be concerned. My family doesn't even hunt, I've never heard a real gun shot before. After that happened, I decided to take a nice pleasant walk with my dog, because I am the nosiest person on the face of the earth, and as I'm doing so, I notice that not a single police car has pulled up anywhere, nothing. Now, I've had this slow burning anger my entire life that the Main Street area has been neglected by the City Council for years. Back when I was at Boyd Elementary School, the crossing guards only went a block away from the building itself, I haven't looked in years though. Now that the new Flynn Elementary has been built, it seems that the children up on the hill are much better taken care of. Also, the East Hill has been getting a large amount of convicted sex offenders or convicted child molesters lately. I personally would like to see one seated up in Oakwood Hills, oh wait, that would hurt some nice rich persons feelings, wouldn't it? I'm so tired of the city just walking all over poor people. My family does not live on the East Hill out of neccessity, we live there because of the Neighboorhood and the feelings therein, (My Mother grew up two blocks from where we currently live, she's just as concerned) but some people do live there because they can not afford it, and it's those people that I speak for when I say that it's wrong what the city thinks it can get away with. I love Eau Claire, I'll probably get old and die here just like everyone else I know, and it kills me to see a well laid foundation turn to rot because of a few selfish people.
- Yushadonga
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Hewwo? Totowo, awe you thewe? March 4, 2006 - 10:36:33
Yo.

I'm Sam. Nice to meet you.

Let's see, what should be known about me? Hrm...I like World of Warcrack. A lot. Possibly more then it is normal or healthy to. But it's still great. I play Horde.

I sound like such a boring person, sorry, let's see, I like anime, but I'm super super picky, and I like cosplay when it's done really really well. What else? OH, I like reading Stephen King books at night, or in the midafternoon. Never in the morning, as I am too tired.

Most blogs I have are usually stupid rants about how my life is either boring or I'm whining. But really, who would want to read something that is nothing but good news? That's just optimistic, and boring. At least my blogs have action.

-S
- Yushadonga
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