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Going Ballistic March 25, 2007 - 19:48:21
Why the heck is this happening to me!
Last year at a critical juncture I may have offended a minor deity of chaos, but this isn't chaos its just stupid!

Person pms about needing space after the deadline for submission... The submission apparent didn't go through anyway apparently... Submission receiver is mad, Space needer is mad... I am facing several deadlines for school, I just realized that I forgot to submit my schedule, and a sound tech job at church is spiraling out of control...

Its times like this that tempt with giving it all up and just vanishing...
Pack a few things, throw the bike in the car, Drive till I run out of gas money then bike to god knows where and just keep moving never stopping never allowing my self to exist...

weird I know but I feel like everything is so pointless, no matter how hard I try it ends in failure, incompleteness, and general chaos...

I fail at life...

- calvsie
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Not the best past few days, huh. :(
Not really, primarily because I seem to be the link in the chain that everyone likes to gnaw on...