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Posted July 3, 2003 - 20:39:41
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Tonight. Erin will be here tonight. I am so very much excited about that. Of course, that means that I've been working my ass off to CLEAN this deity-forsaken pit of a bedroom... and I mean it was really bad. I had crap everywhere. It still doesn't look that great, even after a couple days of work, but at least you can walk in here. And really, that's all that counts. I'm also almost done de-catting the room. Yes, Andy - the bum of a Maine Coon that he is - has taken to sleeping on my bed. Erin is highly alergic to Andy (although she seems to really like him... yeesh - I mean, she's alergic to him, but she feels the need to cuddle with him... I don't get it). Oi... and I had to clean the floor in the upstairs bathroom... and let me tell you, that's a major pain in the ass that I have no intention of talking about any time soon...
I'm always nervous in those hours where you know the person is on their way, and you're just waiting for them to get there. My stomach just balls up, and I can feel it in my gut. And the fact that - since I've cleaned - my surroundings are a little different than what I'm used to... but since they still seem familiar, it ends up giving me an off-put, almost off-key feeling... It's really strange. It's like someone's singing your favorite song, and rewriting three measures in the chorus. The song is mostly right, but you just feel weird when you're trying to sing along, and the melody suddenly changes.
I know it's hokey for me to point out how much I miss seeing Erin on a daily basis... It's hard, wanting to spend time with someone who is so far away... I know I only have to wait until the end of the summer... but that still seems like a long time away. Too damned far.
I finally got my housing forms from UW Eau Claire, so I can fill those out and send them in... I'm excited about getting back into school full time. It's been too long, and I need to get my ass back in gear. This is all part of the "become a productive part of society" plan. I can't just be a slacker forever...
And the question still stands about the mainpage. So far, the opinions have been pro-New design. If you don't like what I'm changing the mainpage to, you better speak now, or forever hold your peace... because I need to change the mainpage to something, and I think I've found it...
- Traegorn
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