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Langland's Awesome Thoughts(Extended)
Living Life to your Fullest December 5, 2009 - 23:53:12
Today I hung out with an awesome friend of mine. He was a friend who moved away briefly this summer and came back in October.

We went bowling, we rented a few movies and watched them(for all the wrong reasons). And we talked about things. He has decided that the past is officially behind him. He says he regretted many things and he no longer wants to regret anything else.

It got me thinking. I too feel like I haven't been doing much and I have felt like I am going no where. While my life is heading in a good direction, I feel I am missing something.

It took my friend to make me realize, we both need to live our lives to fullest now. Too bad Cosmo Bowling kind of chased us out of that discussion. I say this as I hope I may win this girl's heart. This is a girl I met at Daisho Con and hope I can finally get hangout with her more often. I say this as I hope I can continue my quest to find other parts of myself that are out there. Like the part in LaCrosse that is still waiting for me and the piece of me waiting in the sky for me to dive from airplane and finally go skydiving. I say this as I plan to go on a few trips to awesome places. I say this as I hangout with my friends and do awesome things that I have been wanting to do but never really did it.

In fact my friend and I have decided we are going to become heroes to some person who doesn't know who we are and even though we want to be known, it'll be something we must never let other people know. Yes but we will become heroes. I have been wannabe hero for a while and I hope that someday soon I will have that chance. No more being some friends hero for no reason at all(yes that has happened before).

So in other words. I think hanging out with my friend tonight happened because I needed to realize something. I hope I can continue to pursue this. But now I need to plot how I can be this person's hero.

Thanks Frisbie, you are an awesome and I still can't figure out how you and I get along when we are so different.

- Langland
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